we need to bulk up!!

Dear bandmate...

i know my blog is a lonely blog...
but i hope there will be still a chance that u all view..
CK maybe will view this..
Alfin impossible..
so ck.. if u see this pls ask alfin to see it...
recently i received a lot of information...
i think jb's band industry is rising...
a lot of youngsters started to form bands..
so...
u know what??we have hell lots of challengers...
what do u think for us to make it big??
sigh...
to be a quality band lo...
must practise hard ..
haha
hope u all are trying...
i not sure how far we can go...
but i hope u all wont give up...
sigh...
i know band career or music career can be no future...
but....
but...
but...
i dont know...
if someday ...u all want to go for ur dream or brighter future..
jus tell me...
i wont drag u all to be like me..--no future..
i jus want to use rock music and express what i feel for life...
i hate life..
so i need to shout to the world...
other than life with agony ,what other meaning of living...
i want to shout to the world!!!!
we seem to be like breaking apart...
even we havent started anything yet...
sigh...
i admit i am a coward...
i dont dare to say all this to u all face to face..
we are guys rite??
guys are not good in expressing
Jus hope u all will see it...


from: cancerct